2 February 2012, 1:23 pm
ok. here we go: >>> so i liked two guys. their names are robert and steven. so let's start with steven. he goes to my church and he is kinda outgoing and fun at times. on sundays in class, he is always flirty but he is like that with almost every girl he knows. most the time, he thinks of himself as an idiot so i always texted him after school every day to check up on him and to make him feel loved. now, i feel extremely unloved like i don't matter.so he never texted me back. then, last night, i went to my church activity and he was there. i have an older sister named brittany and she is skinny, smart and cool. im chubby, shy/quiet, and friendless. so i was texting him one day and he decided to text back. i said so who do you like?(after i told him i like a kid from my school [robert]) and he said i like a girl that is a sophomore, smart, and cute. i realized last night that brittany is a sophomore. since i like him, i would always go looking for im to be with him. i could never find him because he was always with brittany! so the guy i like from church is in love with my sister?! i cried last night after discovering it and i cried myself to sleep thinking that i am not worth anything. i was thinking that no one would notice if i died except my family... >>>>>> so robert... he goes to my school and just like me, he is a freshman of age 14. i had a friend named julia and she is gorgeous, funny and popular. im ugly, humorless(according to the world), and nerdy. she ditched me freshman year and unconsciously grew a habit of ignoring my existence. so i was "observing" robert in chorus one day and i see him checking out julia! by now i'm thinking, what is wrong with my life?!? so he is in love with a girl that knows i like him and she takes advantage of him!!! can anyone help me in this situation? i have considered giving up on boys and never trying to fall in love again. and ps. sorry that this story was so long. but i have literally no friends to tell it to and i don;t want brittany hearing it... =| help!!... Read More »